God, Save Me From Myself.

I just wish a time machine could be invented so i could turn back time and save everything that went wrong. because no. i am not over it. and  id give anything on this earth to be with you again. but i know that’s not happening. And I dont know how to deal with that thought.

I’m really about to say this. I kind of miss Kenneth. Even as my friend. I miss him.

i really don’t fucking like anyone right now. people suck. point blank.

Maybe if my heart stops
B E A T I N G, it won’t hurt this much.

(Source: deathologist, via nightterr0rs)

Please give me a time machine. I wish I could have it all back.

I’m probably the most imperfect person ever. I always find a way to fuck things up. Always. I never fail. And I feel like I’ll never be able to progress because of it. I just want my old life with him in it back. I just wish I could go back to about 8 months ago and make everything right. Dammit. I miss it all.